Diary of an Mad Delicious Taco

I was going through my other email account and saw a friend request for Live Journal. I completely forgot that I had this. Well . . . now that I know my login info again I guess I'll start to post. It's funny looking back at old entries and seeing how things have changed. Some good, some bad, but I guess you have to just go with it.

I have work to do and 9 weeks left to get it done.

feeling depressed, so if i act weird or go off by myself that's why. hopefully i don't snap on anyone . . . if i do sorry.

I read an AIM horoscope and this is what it said . . .

Relationship activities may have distracted you from your own responsibilities. Now, however, it's time to pull back from your friends and social engagements so you can catch up with what you must do. You can sense a wall distancing you from everyone else. You aren't necessarily lonely, although you may be overly serious. Don't pretend that you're having fun if you're not. It's better for everyone if you are honest about your feelings.

This is what is has for tomorrow . . .

With the Moon back in Gemini for a couple of days, you may feel moodier than usual, for you are more receptive to emotional currents. Still, you may attempt to continue to live in your head. The resolution to your current dilemma, however, does not exist in the realm of thought. You must find ways to push the energy out of your head and into your heart. Discovery is just around the corner.

okies so i freak out quite a bit you all know that. occasionallly i have thoughts that noooooo one cares except for like three people. i think that because i don't hear from people all the time that they don't care and i prep myself for the eniviatble "who are you again". well my mommy aka mummy aka ninja pimp mom suggested that they (people i don't see all the time) just might be busy . . . like me. anyhoo curtis thinks i don't trust people. da da daaaaaa both of those things are true. that's all i really don't have any other things to say. byeee.

p.s. forgive the mispelling.

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Spending my free time sleeping because I've lost the desire to write.

Spending my nights at either Steak and Shake or Denny's because there's no where else to go.

Wishing desparately I could control time just so that I can make it January right now.

Currently hating my existance because I'm wasting my time.

Swimming in my own self pity . . . knowing it and not really caring.

Okay first and formost Martin died too. Yeah I'm kind of numb to it now. I'm going to get a beta fish and call it a day. I withdrew from my film class. But . . . here's the thing I'M FREAKING OUT!!! I don't know what to do with myself. I feel like I'm going to die from being in O-House. I don't know how to describe it other than me feeling like I want to die a little. I'm freaking out that bad. Talking poor Anna to death about shit I'm sure doesn't matter to either of us. For example Britany Spears divocing her dumb ass husband. What's wrong with my MIND!!!!!!!

I bought Malcolm and Martin Thursday and Malcolm died at about midnight. WHY DO MY FISH KEEP DYING?!?!?!?! Now I'm waiting for Martin to die too. It's gonna happen. Then next pair will be named George and Jeb. The pair after that Hitler and Stalin. Some day I will have survivors. I JUST WANTED TO HAVE PETS!!!! DAMN!!!

Two hours after the death of Cheese, Edwardo died. This is terrible. Anna told me they are serving fish at J.O.'s today. DAMN!

Today Cheese died at 10:32 am today. Why do all of my pets keep dying. First, two of my snails disappear out of Mawee's tank. Now, Cheese is dead and I'm afraid the same will go for Edwardo because he wasn't eating either . . . HOLD ON EDWARDO!! I'll have to buy him a new friend today. Did I over feed them? Is there not enough stuff in the tank for them to play in? WHAT DID I DO WRONG?! Thank God Anna was here, she flushed him for me b/c I didn't have the heart to. *sniffle* OH Cheese . . . I'll miss you.

no longer is my page layout distressingly lame.

viva canada,
nat

My Layout is lame. I'll fix it later. . . maybe after class. I'm going to lunch now.

Seacrest Out,
Nat